I feel as if I should start doing journals. However I really hate writting unless it is a story go figure. Anyways, sorry that I haven't been updating reccently. I have been really busy writting a novel for Nanorimo, or national nnovel writting month. If if wasn't a school project I would blow it off and finish writting my stories and a new novel i have been working on outside of school to get really published, but alast my teach is making this novel half of our grade this courter so I have to. The problem is my novel I'm writting for school isn't coming out the way I wanted it too. and of course I now have writters block,UGGGHHH! I was supposed to get 10,000 words done by today but yeah only in like the 4,000's. I am going to fail at this so much if i really want to do the full 50,000 words and not the 20,000 that our teacher is makign us do. I just wish my aunt would have done her job and edit it instead of me havingn to ask Kittyweeeeeegaara7 too. Not to mention I have alot of homework I have to do, I have been pushing it off and getitng alot of late work pilled up and I keep planning to do it o the weekends but then my aunt or uncle make me do a whole bunch of stuff. it makes me craazzzyyyy I have been sick as well for almost 3 weeks now and my aunt and uncle wont believe me that i need to see a doctor because i don't have a fever, it's really makign me upset. I mean what do i have to do, throw a tantrum about it? anyways is this getting to long? I'm complaining to much. or am i? ugh im confusing them.. myself.. idk alot. I wish I could just sleep but of couse i'm gonna try and i can't ever do this but nooo i always wake up or cant sleep at all. Ok shutting up nwo im rantig i need to stop ranitn gugh shut up.. shut it.. shut..